I had something different I wanted to post today however I felt quite prompted to share this instead. Now in my Last Post, I said how I just turned 25.
Well, today I wanted to talk about why being 25 is quite significant in my life so far,
1) because on the line from 0-100, I’m now ¼ of a way through that line!
2) because with all the hardships I have been through, there have been times in my life when I really didn’t think I would make it this far!
3) I felt quite spiritual, extremely emotional, and connected to all things heavenly and meaningful.
So straight away I was feeling like I missed my nan and grandad. And hoped they were proud of me for getting to this point in my life. That they were looking down on me and just watching me win at life. I miss them every day obviously, however this birthday I really truly wished they were with me! That I could hug them and feel their love.
See saying this though! I had quite a special moment as I left my house though, as I shut my front door and walked past the flowers, a white feather fell from the sky. For me, I believe that our loved ones in heaven send us angel feathers, and when we see a white feather it's a sign that they are aware of us and our lives and are sending their thoughts and love our way.
So of course in true emily fashion... I cried and kept the feather! But then lost the feather and cried again! 😱 (yes I’m very emotional)
Also, I was feeling quite sentimental on my birthday because I was missing some friends! And wished I could be with them! And wished that if I could be anywhere in the world on my birthday then I would have wanted to be at the temple! (Gosh how special that place is to me! )
I will say though, I got to have some quality time with my mum! We went to Canterbury, had dinner together, and even went to Pandora! (Jewellery shop). I purchased 3 new charms for my bracelet,
A heart-shaped world, on the back it says “my friends, my family, my world” this represents all of my friends across the world! I have friends in America! And across Europe, and quite literally all over the world! But some, if not all of those people have impacted my life for the better! So I remember each and every person through this charm.
Is a glow-in-the-dark firefly, it says “you light up my world” now this is more of a self-care or self-promotion thing because I know that I bring light and joy to people’s lives! ♥️ and I have people falling “in love “ with me all because of how kind I am, or how I have a pure heart just because I’m me!...
Are some birthday balloons, that say “happy b-day” now these represent all my birthdays, past present, and future! Because of how important turning 25 is to me, and that turning 25 this year was a closing of something major in my life! But also the beginning of the rest of my life! And I still have ¾ left to have fun and be crazy!
I don’t really know what this blog is today, I suppose it’s a celebration blog in a way, to mark big important life events for me.. but this has also been an outpour of my heart, the things I truly deeply feel. Who knows if this blog makes an impact or inspires someone?
All I know is that I'm sharing. And that’s something! So here’s to new beginnings, and a life full of fun.
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